i went to zouk last wed instead of dxo. quite fun lar. 1st time club wat. den just dance n drink a little beer not even considered drinking lor. den came home at 5. my parents damn angry. anw i wanna go again. haha.

thur i woke up late. cuz came home late. i studied at starbucks 4 a while. den i went to fish n co for dinner. 1st time in dunno how many days i ate carbo lar.

fri i went to starbucks early to help brandon with music. budden starbucks no power point so he left n i did sats. i practised sats until quite late. but still cannot finish studying..haiz..

sat was my sats. at acjc. acjc is damn nice lar. very big. anw sats was terrible. dunno how 2 do a lot of ques. somemore so short of time.

sun went for family lunch. havent been attending sun gatherings 4 so long. cuz of exams n all. anw we went to great world city imperial kitchen. quite nice lar d food.

mon i gave zarah tuition. realised i forgot a lot of my sec 4 work. haiz. anw i was kinda late. cuz i was finding jobs at home. had a tummy ache lar. was really very bad. after dat went wif mum to orchard for a while.

tue i had manicure n pedicure.very nice now my nails.trying to keep dem nice.

wed was prom. rush 2 hairdressers. gene style my hair until really very nice. but quite ex lar. 40 bucks. den when orchard centrepoint do makeup. oso very nice.lolx. den was prom. took many photos. den went to fullerton with vanny n saw jayne. den went hotel. n had prata for supper nearby. den we girl talk in the bathroom. soaking our blister filled feet in d bathtub. slept quite well. had breakfast n went home.

thur i thot wat kind of job interview i having. actually is just fill in resume. n ask wat kind of pay i looking 4. den after dat went starbucks for free drinks.

today still finding job. den later must go starbucks teach brandon. haiz. im super sianz.

ive finished my 1 levels. but i have sats this sat. so last sat i study at starbucks. again. duncan n i are d only 1s left lar on sat. so boring man. no1 else to talk 2. after dinner at my grandparents hu i havent seen 4 so long, i went back to starbucks. to study. by then even duncan had left. i felt damn pathetic. after a while inez came. i looked more pathetic.

on sun inez decided to come. as usual i woke up late 4 church. went to church with sonia. after dat just sat ard and talk. n den after dinner study somemore. sats is not dat ez lor. d reason i have to study so much is because on sat i realised its actually quite difficult.

on mon i went to cut my hair. damn far lar. at clementi there. den went to collect 17 card. genting lane so ulu lar. had to walk so far in d rain. plus took wrong bus 155 going to toa payoh instead of siglap. can get on d 2 diff buses from the same stop lar. so after i took d wrong 155 i cross the road n take 155 again. to my shock it travelled d same route as d 155 just now. but at 1 junction it turned in d opp direction.. after dat went to starbucks. n i got very high..

tue i had facial. damn shuang lar. remove black heads. but very pain. they tried to persuade me to sign up 4 more sessions at a lower price. but my parents supply d cash. not me. so i couldnt sign up till i asked them. after dat went to starbucks again. was super famished. didnt eat d whole da lar. after facial went to meet my cousins at orchard. ended up watching casino royalae. damn exciting lar. i like bong. he is not dat shuai but charming lar. n hot bod. after dat went supper at d bak chor mee store woth duncan n zhenyang.

anw still thinking if i shd go tpjc post prom at dxo tml after mon night. bad 4 liver lar. n dunno if my parents allow. hope dey do. tink it will be fun.

i usually say i havent been online in ages. dis is really ages man. not counting yesterday when i was online lar. i havent been online since i tink about 3 weeks? or more than a month lar.. ever since ive been mugging at starbucks.

overthere i met a lot of ppl, most of whom became my friends. although our views of life are different, nevertheless we still became friends. maybe its because i see them everyday for about 2 months?

anw i learnt a lot from them lar. more stuff away from my sheltered protected little life. which is very good.

on another note i tink im gonna die when i receive my a level results. hopefully i can go into uni. even though maybe i wouldnt get into accountancy, i learnt dat any degree is betta den none at all. as long i like studying wat i would study.

anw did i mention i havent watched tv in ages? lolx. a big sacrafice 4 me lar.

anw after exams d last paper bio mcq d day i forgot my entry proof. must be too excited dat exam end le. as i was saying after exams i went out with my mum. n i got all my prom stuff. in a day. surprising rite. n i started slimming pills. hopefully dey work.

yesterday i went out with huiyee. to bugis. and plaza sing. n vivo. i finally bought her her belated bdae pressie. lol. surprising how i can talk to huiyee about anything under d sun despite not meeting up in many many months. maybe its because we think quite alike? anw i put on my own makeup. wat a disaster lar. cuz my mum was out n there was no1 to guide me. i tink my eyes looked like panda eyes.

anw whilst i was studying i realised actually without tv i can live. although i do spend many many hrs talking to my new found friends instead of studying.

i also realised how some singaporeans can be so rude not even saying thank you after you help them open doors.

n i realised how most singaporeans do not believe signs. eg. the toilet has a sign telling everyone dat d toilet is out of order but many ppl still choose to try whether d toilet door can open.

i also wished i had studied from the beginning of j1. den i tink i would do much betta. anw wat is done is done. although i wish i can start from d 1st day of uni i dun tink i will in d end. sad.

y m i blogging at this unearthly hour. cuz i just packed some of my jc stuff. n im printing sat vocab.

so i can study later. bleak rite. a level just over my sat on 2 dec which is next week.

im thinking wat i shd learn during d 6 mths break b4 uni. im continuing piano. i wanna learn driving but my dad says its too expensive n i must find a job 1st. n i wanna continue teaching d less fortunate. n i wanna learn malay n korean n jap. n i wanna learn tennis. n i really need to find a job. n practice my chinese. as in writing d words dat i have learnt b4 if not forgot. which i already have.

im super tired now have to get up by 10.30.

i havent been online in ages. ever since i started to study for prelims. but i dun feel any loss though. cuz i still watch tv. haha. 3 hrs a day min.

anw wat has happened recently.

nothing actually.

ive been studing at starbucks. very often. spending a lot of money there. starbucks is a really nice place to study. it has become so familiar. its like my hse coffee shop. i go there in fbts and feel so comfortable spending the day there. very effective studying. studyin at the aorport at night is really effective 2. i went there a few times with joy to coffee bean, pac coffee n delifrance n once with my sis to delifrance n studied till morning, taking d 1st bus home.. really effective. to my surprise, i see xiumin chenyan dey all there 2 sometimes!

i like to overhear conversations. lols. there was dis guy at starbucks hu wanted low fat latte and whipped cream. wat n irony.

i heard 2 british (their accents) parents telling their kid stuff about growing up, n how when he turns 18 he will feel as if the world is in his hands, n how he can drive n drink n all at 18.. apparently, from whjat i infer, d little boy, about pri 3 i tink, is going overseas alone to boarding sch..

i like delifrance at the airprt cuz there is power point to charge stuff nearby.. when i was there, i charge my ipod. when this guy walked past i stared at my ipod to make sure it was safe n he stared at me. so scary.

from starbucks i can take all buses home. at night when i wanna go home no bus comes. i wait super long. yesterday decided to walk home. n i walked home faster den the next bus. at least i didnt see any bus pass as i was walking home.

pac coffee airport t1 is super biased. dat day i was studying with shanru we got chased out. only us despite other students. last sat i was alone n i still got chased out. maybe cuz i was on the couch. but y only me. so irritating.

i won 183club cd. lolx. from sunday times. so lucky.

dat day i was rushing to post a leter. i saw the postman clear the letters n luckily he put my letter into the big bag of letters he had collected. lucky me.

i ahte chem. its one of the subjects i studied early for but when i got the paper i forgot every thing. mcq so difficult oso. n must rush so much 40 ques in 1 hr. wat a joke. bio is surprisingly kinda interesting. esp our option syllabus. but i still got mixed up with seminiferous tubules and seminal vesicle n said seminal vesicle prodece sperms. wat a joke. i even wrote that there is seminal tube. wat crap. anw bio mcq was ez. though i made several careless mistakes. maybe cuz i practiced n d ques were repeated. econs oso repeat some mcq ques. i dunno how to do econs case study n drq though. n essays i opnly had 3 choices n had to do 3 out of 3. otheres had 6 choices. cuz i only studied micro syllabus. in 1 day. n gave up chem as a result. wat a joke. luckily mcq i noe how to do macro ques. but drq came out gini coefficient. even though its micro, i didnt read so dunno. maths dunno y i practiced so much - all my tutorials n past prelim papers n yet still dunno how to do..

today was the last paper. bio mcq. rather ez. rather happy. haha. went out with yanqi. to bugis. bought a skirt. n a blouse. lol. n earrings.

anw a levels are coming soon. in 4 weeks. wat shd i do.

anw i must ask if talking to strangers on the bus is wierd. i tink im wierd. i saw this middle aged woman on the bus knitting n i stared. den i felt bad so i asked if i could stare. den i started talking to her. at least i wasnt so bored during my bus journey back home. lolx.

i shall give up my hongkong shows after jiu dian feng yun end. healing hands already end. n d other shows filling the 8pm n 9pm slots on channel 55 are boring according to me. so i can study at starbucks till later. instead of rushing home by 8. or 7. since d 7pm save the last dance for me korean show on channel u on mon n tue is ending next week..or maybe not. cuz princess hours fills the slot. or i shall watch vcd. which teck chuan said he could lend me. lol.

apparently i hve another mock bio structured exam soon. dunno when. n i have to find my past tutorials. anw i tink bio mcq all get 1 extra mark lor. cuz got a flawesd ques.

sat i went to parkway to see the idols. came 1 hr earlier. but stil couldnt get into the queue. cuz other ppl in d 150 came at like 12, 4 hrs b4. i dun tink im dat crazy.

on sun morning 12am there is meteor garden 2 on channel u. wat a shock i got. cant believe i still watched. though i hate michelle saram.

had this ne blast to the past thingy today. was the staion master. shout until wanna die. we shd have gotten whistles. anw i was damn biased. gave extra points to my pri sch ppl when dey sang me the sch song. lolx. tired now. must watch save the last dance on channel u. lol.

after sch last mon jiani went to cut her hair at parkway. quite okie haircut. but she didnt cut much lar. i tink i will go there cut hair soon.

tue went with vanny see the lakehse at tampines mall. quite a sweet show. in the end keanu didnt die. anw we came to tm 20 min late. we left sch rather late after econ lecture cuz i had to see teacher regarding my homegrp cip hrs. there was no proper timing at century sq so we went tm. we asked the guy how much of the show have we missed he kept on saying 7 dollars n 440, the time the show suppose dto start. after repeating our ques like 10 times he finally saed 5 min.we went into the cinema n realised the show just started. lucky us. i still like marina sq cinema betta.

anw on wed had career fair in sch. didnt miss any lesson even though sch ended early cuz our lessons originally end early. took many brochures. shall read it soon. went to see my juniors at co. few ppl came to practice though.

thur i had maths r. finished v fast cuz its on normal distribution n i noe dat. den went with jiani to parkway cuz she needed to buy a formal blouse.

anw on fri i went home early. had tution early. maths n chem. boring.

sat went to airport tried to study.

sun wanted to treat my sis to pasta mania but in the end she want laksa so we had dat n ate at home instead. watched tv. after dat watched youtube magicians of love taiwan show till late at night. 5am den slp. woke up 710. addiction.got ready in 15 min n rushed to sch. somemore had to send email so had to use comp at 710 n somemore comp loaded so slow. luckily i wasnt late 4 sch.

mon come home frm sch supposed to slp cuz so tired. but land up watch finish magicians of love.

tue went eat mac after national day celebration 1t 9 plus. went home use comp slp 4 a long while till dinner.

must study. 20 day left to prelim.

a week ago wed on the 17/07 i went to watch sg idol live! haha.. so fun. but a bit bleak lar waiting in the holding room. shouldnt have come so early. maria went the day after 4 d results show n came late lar den she got seats in the front. anw jiani n i went to eat mos at toa payoh den waited so long 4 d bus to mediacorp with jiani's friend friends and jiani friend n jiani of cuz den reached mediacorp. lined up so long. was suppoed to hold pom poms but in the end no need. we got to stand at mosh pit. quite fun n exciting. see idols so close. almost shook jonathans hand but the floor manager pushed his hand away b4 i shook it. damn. anw shook other idols hand like rahima n joquim. hady ignored me. sad. he shool d 2 ppl beside me but not me. upset.

mon was spent at parkway after sch. jiani cut her hair. i wanna cut my hair 2.

i passed my 2.4 on tue. run until really wanna die. im so unfit. but in the end pass lar. no need go 4 pe le. i was such a good girl. i came home early.

wed i missed maths lesson.cuz got some phototaking 4 d world bank contest thingy. den talked to mrs ang regarding the cash won. missed chem remedial 2 cuz of the same reason. went 4 bio remedial which was no use cuz nv learn anything cuz mrs lim go so fast over the chap.

thur went to buy jiani yanru pressie n had maths remedial luckily fifnish rather fast rush home watch the repeat of the last episode of qing mi hei shen ling.

fri went home rather early after yoshi at parkway den at night went to watch pirates. noe its quite late to be watching dat but really had no time t watch earlier. went with my sis. my mum decided to tag along so she treated us which is good. i was supposed to treat my sis but since my mum was there so she treat. is rather she pay with my dads credit card. my dad sort of wanted me to pay back since i agreed to treat my sis but in the end didnt pay back. was late when i came home cuz we watch 830 show at marina but started at 845. anw my sis loves marina 2 so i tink we wll be going there rather often.

sat went to suntec in the morning thought fox had all 50% off but actually not clara n i spent very long trying but in the end didnt buy d sales ppl were damn pissed i bet..lolx..couldnt decide if i reallly wanted d items lar. most prob will go back there buy even without 50% off cuz quite nice i tink..im so indecisive..

anw went 4 college day cuz im such a good girl but did nothing except pay attention 2 d whole thing. was supposed to study but couldnt concentrate. saw my face in the photo 4 d world bank thingy so chubby i need to lose weight.

on sun watched the magicians of love n repeat of princess lulu cuz i fell asleep d night b4 2 watch princess lulu. dunno y im watching cuz getting quite boring. at night went parkway get jiani some stuff 4 her bdae. i will make her eat her fave fruit cocktail tml. lol.

anw mon today i went home straight after sch cuz i had maths tution now watching save d last dance on channel u. haha. i must do my mitosis meiosis remedial b4 teacher kills me.

tml i tink im gonna skip bio remedial to watch lake hse wif vanny. terrible rite me.

anw i tink jonathan leong of singapore idol is so nice! laways sending email 2 his fans n even try to give us tix if possible..

supporting him all d way!

2 bad couldnt go mt emily see him 2dae in meet the idols session..haiz..